Anyone else suicidal af - but terrified of dying?

2021.10.19 13:11 anon46145 Anyone else suicidal af - but terrified of dying?

I dont know if this one is my BPD or something else but most days im pretty sure i want to commit suicide, have planned it out a few times and attempted a few times. But the same thing always happens when i get close, i either get too emotional about my niece and nephew and stop, suddenly really feel the pain, if im cutting, sometimes it doesnt hurt, sometimes it hurts so much its as if its hurting all at once for the last few times ive cut. And other times i suddenly realise how permanent suicide is, freakout and then do my best to undo/hide the attempt...
Just looking to see if anyone else has these bullshit contradictions in their own head - cause it pisses me off.
My therapist will ask questions like are you going to commit suicide - and I dont know how to answer the question, im scared of dying, but living fucking sucks...
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2021.10.19 13:11 Frost-Wyvern Trading these pets!! Mainly looking for neon frost fury, neon albino bat and other neon legendaries :)

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2021.10.19 13:11 W11BLURR Which weapon?

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2021.10.19 13:11 CinemaAndChillLT Mira unbanned after 14 hours

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2021.10.19 13:11 Carbamoylphosphat Where should I begin the LN as an anime only? [discussion]

So, I would like to continue Re zero because I'm unable ton contain myself any longer and S3 isn't yet in sight, but I feel like the anime passed over some lore details rather fast. Is it necessary to re-read the story from the begining, before the sanctuary arc or just when the anime ended?
(I'm not sure I used the correct tag, but thanks in advance)
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2021.10.19 13:11 reimi_3 I’m so thankful I’m not a guy because I know I would get boners 24/7

The only way I can make it through school is by imagining fake scenarios in class it’s so sad y’all can’t so that
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2021.10.19 13:11 drexcyia23 Will stone filament abrade all metal hotend?

Hi all,
I'm wanting to print some Formfutura stonefill for an aesthetic project, but the hotend I'm inclined to put it thru is all metal. It'll be quite a long print, I'd say about 16 hours. How much wear do you think it's likely to put on the filament path? Enough to be a concern? The nozzle is tool steel of course but the rest of the path isn't!
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2021.10.19 13:11 BeodelAmothus I laughed, then realized where this should be.

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2021.10.19 13:11 Wayyzzz Does anyone else wish that the cleaners remained but their abilities could be picked sorta like classes?

So you can play whatever cleaner you prefer visually and by their character instead of their skills. I get that it probaly doesn't make too much sense as the game wasnt designed that way, but idk I would honestly prefer it.
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2021.10.19 13:11 SirDrifted First post here but look what I found in the Fortnitemares 2021 trailer

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GG's GME report gives good reasons to DRS every share of every company you ever own! By doing this you disarm all criminals and their power to manipulate the stock market! This is not an financial advice!
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2021.10.19 13:11 Bartghamilton Nice legal disclaimer

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2021.10.19 13:11 JesusAkaMohammed tfw you hit your biggest chess accomplishment but no chess friends to brag to

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2021.10.19 13:11 Nohan07 Piton de la Fournaise : fin de la crise sismique

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2021.10.19 13:11 Guarrilha Zacian V Battle Deck

Hi there.
I am thinking in buying the Zacian V Battle Deck.
Because of the rotation (i think that everything that is related to the ADP is out of it now including the jirachi??) is the deck still worth it?
Another thing that i need to point out is that the Zacian V's are a little curved because of the packning.

Another thing that i remembered is that the Urshifu battle decks are coming out so that also may be an option.
Thank you and have a great week :)
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2021.10.19 13:11 cajufipo Just realized

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2021.10.19 13:11 HUN_Ocsisajt78 Please help me out about specific traits for specific tactic!

Please help me out about specific traits for specific tactic! Hey Guys!
I would like to use Knap's ME21.7ECHOESKnap442IWP106ECSPTHP99P234 tactic.
According to "passion4fm.com" trait guide i have collected all similar role instructions/traits into one sheet file.
What would do you teach at individual training section? Please name at least 5 traits/role (assuming all my players are strong footed on both sides) for those roles! :)
Thank you guys!

PS: Sorry for lame libreoffice sheet shot, I don't have time and mood for "fancy" sheet editing :D
https://preview.redd.it/knqbb3ek3eu71.png?width=1496&format=png&auto=webp&s=4bf8bdc15b2f77e20e1cc65b412ab4f8bc283cbc
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